In The Graveyard

::: Walking around in the graveyard I think of you and the ways you used to touch me  so certain with your fingertips you'd trace my curves  so perfect and then just graze my heart with your lips You would tell me I love you and please don't be afraid fit your heart inside mineI wanted you to hold me forever I wanted us to never die I study the tricolored moss on the headstones  and think of you and I undressing the way the candles flickered  more intensely the more we moved the hotter it got I remember shouting This is how I want to die because there was nothing else I enjoyed more nothing else I enjoyed at all nothing

for the first time in a long time

i am alone

for a moment there

fleeting, i felt your touch

now i can't sleep

because you are gone

i can't feel your arms around me

i can't smell you at all

i try to find your scent in dirty clothes or small scraps you once gave me

i smell nothing

i call you and you don't answer

i can't even leave a message

you are gone

from me 

from us

i am also somewhere else

alone